love means slowly going insane..

SCREAM

YELL

SAY WHAT I LIKE

DO WHAT I LOVE

AND

ACT LIKE EVERYTHING GONNA BE FINE~

(sigh) -.-” life is like a roller coaster..!!

raya dinner in qaah mulkiah

salam and happy malaysia.. ^^

recently been thinking about blogging, lots of thing to talk about…. just i haven’t  got any idea on how to express it.. -.-”

i miss my mum a lot.. T__T” ( especially when it comes to the eating part )

i miss my old school.. ( where i used to hang out, and make myself feel at home )

i miss my friends ( the one which understand me and knows me well )

i miss my free time back in malaysia ( outing with family and went back to lovely hometown )

i miss driving and travelling around penang island with my sis ( shopping and etc )

and i miss everything about malaysia, SERIOUSLY..!!

(be strong)………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

* sorry the pic has nothing to do wif this post, just feel free to post it with..haha~)

nak adapt dgn org2 yg baru, tempat, cuaca dan bla bla bla….. tpi one thing yg bagus pasal suma bnda nie adlh knowledge yg kita dpt scra formal atau pon x… hidup sndiri2 dgn kawan2, dugaan yg melampau-lampau…!!

lagi2 bila dpt roomate yg x satu kpala dgn kita.. bkn nak kat gadoh kaa apa, cuma cara kita manage life kita dgn diri dia sgat bebza… dah memang azali lgi rezeki utk dok asrama x prnah pon nak merasa, jdi nie laaa the first time nya.. jdi bnyk bnda bru yg nak di discover.. terutamanya bila berdepan dgn roomate yg “KAKI STUDY”…. wuuuuuaaahhh~

suma org kta yg study ikut diri msg2.. tpi kalu dah kwn sebilik jenis pegang buku 24/7 mna x bengang kot..!! stress arr gak (-.-)” tpi bila dpt ckp ngan parents kat malaysia rasa lega arr skit… nasib baik ada yg memahami.. bidang perubatan nie mmg bnyk pengorbanan, jdi kalu dpt roomate camnie kira normal situation laa.. bg diri sndiri yg x brapa nk rajin nie pon kena laa ubah skit sikap jdi lbih rajin.. rajin utk kebaikan diri sndiri dan org sekeliling kita  dan bukan utk buku semata-mata…

harap2, dpt manage perasaan ngan masa kat sni sbaik mgkn.. hopefully everything will be just fine.. NO STRESS..!! cheer up..!! remember Allah daiman.. remember our lovely family..!! and supported friends..!!

Ya Allah, kau bntulah hambaMu ini dlm menempuh kehidupan yg sgt asing bg diriku ini ya Rabb… sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan yg lemah yg masih belajar menjadi mujahidahMu yg berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.. ameen~

its been quite a long time since i last update this blog.. been busy..or should i say, errmmmmm… okay nothing.. just forget about it.. well, my preparation was over..i mean KIBA (T__T)”..wuaaahhh, quite sad dowh..!! missing all the memories..!!

i just couldn’t believe myself being there for 3 months, talking arabic most of the time..haha~
and that 3 months past in a blink of my eye…(**)…oh my…

our last day in kiba, everyone was in mukhayam mode..been busy for it for 2 weeks..glad that my majmuaah ‘buruj mariyun’ won 3rd place, just couldn’t believe it..!! alhamdulillah~ i’m really thankful to those who had been really helpful with all their bright ideas… (not trying to specificy any of my group member) Thanks a lot ya asdiqo’.. ^^

okay.. it seems like there is nothing more to talk about.. i just couldn’t express my excitements here..hehe..
though i had a really great time in kiba, friends and lecturer was indeed a bomb..!!! they were sooo cool and supportive..!! syukran jazillan..!! ana bihib awi awi..!!

till then, boi boi.. (^^)
*p/s :: KIBA 2010 bez ^^

i’m totally embarrassed~~ suppose today i was lying in bored-some at my nanny’s house but end up in the front of my laptop writing this in my bedroom.. huahua~

Okay~ the truth is the plan was being canceled.. last minute, yesterday night.. my uncle who suppose to fetch me up having some difficulties in doing that.. thanks to my cousin who left the key car inside the bonnet.. C.O.M.P.L.I.C.A.T.E.D..!! *hard to explain in words~~

so the conclusion is i will not online my FACEBOOK for this week..!! just gonna let the status goes offline for a week (-.-)”

but for twitter, wooaahh can’t wait it for a week.. i already say my appology to my friends there.. luckily they understand me (^^).. now i can officially tweet without worries~~

@Heedictator now i won’t miss your tweet (tweet machine)

@donghae861015 my chingu really loves you so please please do reply to them even once (@ashiramiera and @Nadya_Dyana)!!

@Choi_SW suju gesture man, all the best in OML!!

@ShinsFriends thanks for being the 1st suju on twitter!!

@henrylau89 glad that there will be someone in super junior that understand english very well, no need mr.google to translate your tweet!!

@ryeong9 oppppppaaaa….!! finally u are her in tweet world.. been adore you..!! ♥ ♥ ♥

@shfly3424 yesung..!! couldn’t catch u up now..been busy with ryeong9, mianhae -.-!

@allrisesilver oppa u too.. hyukhaelove new addiction.. make sure u treat her right..!!

@gamegyu my 2nd addiction.. but that doesn’t mean i betray my wookie..hehe~

lalalalalalalalala ~~~ ♥♫♥♫♥♫

been here in KIBA at Cherating was a new beginning of life as a pre-u student..

making new friends are the new beginning of life to build a better relationship with community..

thats what i described my life here in KIBA 2010..

A NEW BEGINNING..

for me, my family and people around me..

as for myself..

my first time after 5 years in girls school to being able to communicate with boys in classes..

my first time going through arabic lesson which indeed was fun and exciting (things that i never even thought before)..

my first time being away from my family..

my first time living on my own, spends some money and doing things..hahaha~~

*evil laugh..

being in KIBA was like being in a new dimension, the other side of the world that yet undiscovered..

most of our time was packed with classes and activities..

and we are away from social current news, knowing nothing, meeting only people that was here in KIBA, rarely online..

ouuuuhhhh, looks like i’m going back on the stone age century.. ahahah~~

but still i am loving it ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ very very much.. awi awi jiddan..

cause i know that they will be no such place like this after this 3 months..

trying to cherish every moment here, right now..

although there is still a long way journey to go through..

pray for our best in life..

may ALLAH blessed all of us here..

ameen~~

kiba stands for arabic intensive class or Kursus Intensif Bahasa Arab.. the 3 months preparation for students under MARA and YP scholarship to build excellent arabic communication so that we will not face any difficulties after being there in Egypt..

so basically everything here in Cherating was supposed to be arabic/egyption oriented style programme.. i’m not that good in arabic, so trying to catch on with people who is way more better than me was surely competitive.. trying to hold on the tears, and be strong no matter what..

it’s been 3 weeks……

lots of things happen especially during the orientation week, although it is quite tiring but still 3 days was not enough to break the ice..!! making new friends..!! how i glad to know them..!! all i can say is THANKS..!!

most of our day here is classes, and classes, and classes, and MARCH!! oh how i love it although i hate it..!! at least marching helps me to be consistence in my exercise routine.. haha~ staying fit..!! positive wani, be positive..!!

today….

feeling like homesick..!!

most of my friends are safely and happily on their way home while i’m still here in cherating writing this kind of thing.. hoho~ (T.T)”.. penang is way too far.. bai’id awi awi..!!seriously i really badly want to go home.. but.. sobs sobs.. *teary eyes

ohmo.. i’m talking nonsence.. couldn’t highlight whats the main point that i supposed to write on.. lots of things to tell about, but too ‘kaslun’ (lazy) to write longer.. huhu~~ babo-me..!! 

will stop until this before i’m typing more nonsence and things that doesn’t make sense.. tatatata!! will miss you dear blogger, till we meet in next post!!

its been a long time since i update my blog.. even my friend once told me “wani… update you blog!!” through DM…!! *dush babo-me..

recently i not in the mood to do this kind of stuff, *sigh~.. wae..??? why..??? i think i got infected by influenza TWITTER (T1N1).. ^^.. its all your fault @myblacksmile @Heedictator @donghae861015 @Choi_SW @ShinsFriends ..!! now my 24/7 time are right infront of my laptop waiting for your tweet and making myself busy and ‘keh-poh-chi’ translating all the hangul words..!! luckily i have MR.GOOGLE to do all the translation although sometimes the 5 of you wrote in difficult hangul words that give me headache to think about..!! dowh~~

but it is quite sad to think about when my parents decided to send me back to their hometown to look after my grandmother there… what should i do there for a week.. there is no internet connection.. no twitter.. no facebook.. wuaahhhh.. (T_T).. A WEEK..!! sure gonna miss suju oppa(s) on TT…!!

*i don’t really mind looking after my nanny BUT no internet connection there make me feels bad and guilty about it..!!

p/s:: someone.. help….!! S.O.S….!!